The Portal of Transition: Shedding and Becoming New
The Oracle
You are about to begin on your journey. As you do, you will be summoning the legions of darkness and light and creating an admixture of white and black which will serve as a separate Rorschach blot for each individual reader. Will you see Christ at the crest of the wave and Aleister Crowley in the trough — or the reverse?
—Peter Moon
I’m entering a new chapter of life—a sacred transition where what no longer serves me cannot follow. Like the caterpillar yielding to the butterfly, the stem giving rise to the flower, I am changing shape. Old skins shed as I surrender to the guidance of the Wizzan Oracle and the animal totems that have whispered to me for decades.
(The Wizzan Oracle first came to me in 2022. Since then, it has become a living, mysterious presence. Soon, its transmissions will be shared with my readers and subscribers.)
In my inner vision, I stand before the Wizard of the Oracle—a meeting long foreseen. My Soul-Star points toward the Northwest, to the sea. The Dolphin totem leads me now, guiding away from the Dragon chapter of fire and fierce purification, toward something gentler, more fluid.
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A Wizard, A Wizzan
The Wizard is a mysterious figure—stern, trustworthy, and uncompromising. An initiator. One who holds the seeker responsible for their creations. He allows no excuses.
He is Merlin—not the caricatured magician, but a wise elder whose magic depends on discipline and, most enchantingly, humor. His power is rooted in wisdom, and his wisdom is like an ancient vine.
When the Wizard appears, contrast follows. I am shown the remnants of my last chapter—unprocessed shadows rising from the depths. This is a cleansing. I’ve entered the Hall of Mirrors, where echoes of past missteps swirl around me: failures, regrets, and shameful moments rise not to punish, but to be witnessed.
To move forward, I must own them. Not with judgment, but with unflinching presence. Just as an addict cannot recover without accepting the truth, the spiritual seeker cannot evolve without confessing the story of their shadow. The soul’s path demands this honesty.
Shadow and Light
“The more Chaotic I am, the more complete I am.”
― Austin Osman Spare
True metamorphosis is not poetic metaphor—it is a psycho-emotional ordeal. If you're sincere about growth, the path will ask everything of you. It will show you the hidden, unflattering fragments of self you tried to exile. They return not to shame, but to reintegrate.
The parts we reject—the ones we’re ashamed of—become the shadow. We don’t see them, but they rule our lives from the dark. The Wizzan Way calls these pieces back into the light. Our inner ecosystem demands it. Only through radical inclusion can the soul grow in a healthy, unfolding way.
Those who resist the truth are eventually broken by it. Truth is a sword. For the honest, it slices away illusion and opens the wound for healing. For the self-deceived, it becomes a blade of destruction—dismantling false identities with ruthless precision.
The one who confronts their shadow—who owns their addiction, their betrayal, their lies—spirals upward. The one who avoids it—who weaves fantasies, seeking validation—spirals downward, dissolving into unconsciousness. In time, they become a legend only in their own mind, crying out for relief in silence.
Ultimately, both paths return to the One . . . don't be alarmed now.
Descent
The soul grows like a plant—fed by our willingness to follow the inner tuning toward true north. This is the path of the Soul Star in the Wizzan Oracle. That felt-sense—subtle or screaming—that won’t go away. It is the faithful companion of the unconscious, always pointing toward the places we’ve abandoned ourselves.
Because we are psycho-spiritual beings, we feel—whether we like it or not. Even numbness is a feeling and blindness is seen. We live from the living waters within—the well of being, the source of our aliveness.
The way through the portal is not bypass, but descent. It begins by feeling into the very tension we try to avoid. By turning toward the thing we fear—not the obvious dream-monster, but the deeper emotion behind it: the humiliation, the hopelessness, the soul-wound beneath the symbol.
“And remember, you shall suffer all things and again suffer: until you have sufficient sufferance to accept all things.”
― Austin Osman Spare
It is the moment your drunk father punished you in front of your friends.
The moment your mother told you she regretted ever giving birth to you.
The trauma of having your dog given away as punishment.
These are not just memories. They are initiations. They hold the keys to authentic transformation—true occult power—the very forces seekers long for.
You don’t reach this power by reading another book on “Creating Your Reality”—though that, too, has its place. You reach it by doing the Great Work: the raw, alchemical process born of the mystery schools and esoteric traditions. You arrive through the ancient doors within—through the pain, through the truth you’ve spent a lifetime avoiding.
Soul Alchemy
Alchemy: The sacred process of inner transformation where unconscious material—shame, regret, illusion—is brought into conscious awareness and transmuted into clarity, wholeness, and personal power. It is the soul’s journey from fragmentation to integration, from illusion to essence.
Make no mistake, dear seekers, readers, and Wizzans—this is soul alchemy. Not theatrical. Not performative. But real transmutation. The raw, intense process by which the soul reshapes itself into its next expression.
We are nature itself—moving, dying, blooming again. And yet, to some degree, we are all infected with a false self. Prisoners of our imagination. Indoctrinated by religion. Conditioned by shame. Poisoned by the illusion of separation. Our essence becomes buried beneath personas of control, pride, and perfectionism. What was once fluid and alive becomes rigid, masked, and afraid to feel.
But true alchemy dissolves that programming. It awakens the living waters. It humbles the ego. It’s not a ten-minute meditation before work—it’s a full-bodied confrontation with your inner mythos. A dismantling of the false self. A holy unraveling. A radical love affair with the Mysterium and its inhabitants.
This is the path of the Wizzan—one who embraces change, faces the mirror, and walks forward into transformation until the point of no return makes it impossible to look back.
This is the journey forward—through the portal of the Wizard.
—Zzenn
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