Recently, I had the pleasure of speaking with a dragon. His name is Alexander, a genuine mystic with a kind heart. His path is well-established, and his Soul Star is clearly aligned with true north.
We explored the mystical path on many levels. He was drawn to the Wizzan Oracle, which kindly reflected the message of his soul, and the conversation shifted to the complex topic of the illusions of the inner mirror.
This is what we will discuss in this article.
Realm of the Wizzan
We all begin as imaginarians — psycho-spiritual sorcerers, magicians, and creators of realities. This isn’t just a trendy New Age phrase but a fact. We are the architects of dreams and nightmares, directly initiated by the unconscious psycho-spiritual realm.
There’s no real “I” in the program. We are THAT.
Our inner world is the laboratory of the outer world, shaped by millions of years of evolution and ancestral memory. It is an ecosystem of imagery, sound, color, video, and most importantly, reflection.
Either we grow with our powers revealing themselves as spirals of insight, or we lose ourselves in our magical realm — trapped in the narcissistic reflection of the mirror.
Roots of Self-Delusion
As children, we become preoccupied with our reflection due to our caregivers' reactions, those giants who cast their unacknowledged shadows onto our delicate souls. Their sorcery turns our enchanting world against us.
The trap is held together by the psycho-spiritual energy that forms a swirling cloud, putting us under a spell. It’s like burning yourself with your own fire, drowning in your own bathtub, hypnotizing yourself with your own art.
This is why the Controllers have continued to perpetuate generational child abuse over the centuries. “Ye are born in sin.”
This is where we get caught in the mirror of our imagined selves. These parts are made to help us survive. It was a mental and spiritual need to protect our souls from trauma. The child becomes the father’s reflection to avoid abuse, confinement, and humiliation (spanked in front of his friends).
To survive, the child begins to deny their true self and clings to a false self, an image of what they believe the authentic self is. They become a slave to this illusion. Their self-love turns toxic, draining their energy to maintain the reflection—because it is needed socially and personally. Authenticity becomes nourishment for the parasite; the unwanted servant they were forced to create.
The Counterfeit Self
I explained to Alexander a metaphor for the false selves we create, comparing it to an orange. Imagine our true self as an orange—nothing can change that except self-deception through illusions of grandiosity and broken identities. The orange might imagine itself an apple to fit in with apple trees.
Even more subtly, the orange might become an "image of itself” (spiritual narcissism), symbolizing a key challenge in the esoteric journey. This initiation compels the seeker to face their deepest lie and the true motive behind their pursuit of pretentious admiration—the parasite must feed! This illustrates the plight of the “messiah complex” and “false humility syndrome,” both extremes of this issue.
Counterfeit selves, with their own hierarchy, form the spiritual labyrinth. The characters reflect ourselves, powered by psycho-spiritual energy created by our choices. Therefore, the Soul’s Orbit within the Wizzan Oracle, also called “true will.”
Each self has its own will and agenda aimed at proving its correctness, with the unconscious pushing the soul traveler into situations that will reveal the lie.
Broken Destiny
It is common for children to take apart toys; it's an act of creation and firsthand experience. Sadly, because of financial struggles, parents often scold their children for their curiosity. It’s viewed as ungratefulness.—“Do you realize how much I spent on that?”—The psychic implant “spare the rod, spoil the child” activates in the parent’s mind, and as a result, the tension needs to be released through shadow projection.
The result of this horror is that the child embarks on a lifelong mission to prove their rightness, because their soul knew all along that it was doing the right thing - an act of creation to “know a thing”.
“The grandiose person is never really free...” ― Alice Miller
Oh, the suffering inherent in this trap... the very place where prisoners are tortured nightly in their cells, regretting their crimes. Who did this? Who murdered? Who raped? Who abused? “Dear Jesus, save me!”
And that, my friends, is the clincher, as seen in religion, where Jesus, an image of the true self, captures souls in his net. The true self shifts from being trapped in its own narcissistic image to being confined within a religious image, where its psycho-spiritual energy is directed into the deific mask and, like glue, is attached to a new mirror: “Praise Jesus.”
This is similar to any identity that forms during an emotionally intense experience, offering an escape from conflict by adopting its image.
For example, a child feels humiliated because his drunken, miserable stepfather violently spanked him in front of friends. Darkness has fallen upon the child's inner world. They have no one to help process their grief. As a result, the psycho-spiritual organism creates a “self" image that acts as its servant.
The child has unknowingly become a sorcerer and will carry this power into adulthood, with ripple effects that will impact the world in shocking ways only a Wizzan (mystic, spiritually awakened) will see. A pact has been made, and a spell of black magic has been cast. An Oz has been created—like a Frankenstein— that must be dispelled.
Breaking Free from the Trap
The way out is through; you must navigate the labyrinth and unravel one illusion at a time until you become nothing, which, ironically, will reveal your everything—the essence of your true self, which is “I AM THAT, as Nisargadatta Maharaj would say—beyond conceptual understanding.
The key to breaking free from the narcissistic mirror is to “see” the reflection. This is easier said than done. But if guided correctly by someone who has navigated the dark forest of their inner world, you’re likely to progress with more confidence.
You need to become a stalker of your own life, a watcher. This isn't passive observation; it's the skill of ruthlessly monitoring your habits, patterns, and weaknesses to dismantle them. As Carlos Castaneda taught, you must stalk the landscape of your mind to understand it truly. While his teachings can be powerful, Castaneda himself was a deeply controversial figure.
You need to understand the nature of your existence, one experience, one word, one thought at a time. This is the esoteric path, the way of Zen, the journey of the Wizzan ... It’s not for dabblers.
Spiritual Unenlightenment
The Wizzan Path emphasizes deconstruction. It’s a process of breaking down barriers. It involves confronting illusions and igniting the fire within the soul.
The dragon seeks to be freed from its genetic chamber. Therefore, dark teachers are used to shatter your illusions. It is an act of love. That’s why the Wizard appears in one form or another at some point along the path. We need guidance through the self-made labyrinth.
In the Wizzan Mystery School, I aim to reveal the Way of the Wizzan. It is a path rooted in my awakening process, focusing on the emergence of the soul and kundalini through specific teachings.
I recommend reading my biography, “unSpiritual: A Spiritual Journey,” for a primer on the process.
The Way of the Wizzan isn’t ‘the path,’ but rather one distinct expression of the universal journey. We all develop our soul signatures that we pass on to the cultural hive. My advice is to “eat the grapes and spit out the seeds,” as your soul will take what it needs from this source and the various trees along the way—the Wizzan Path is for those who hear the Piper’s tune.
“And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune, then the piper will lead us to reason.”
—Led Zeppelin (Stairway to Heaven)
I leave you with an exercise . . .
Cover the mirrors in your home and do everything with your left hand for a day. Write down the insights you experience. There are no right or wrong results.
The riddle to solve is deciphering why I asked you to cover your mirrors . . .
—Zzenn
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Wow, you have taken words right out of my soul and crafted them so beautifully that my mind has gained understanding ❤️ thank you
Well written. It really does seem to be true that in order to begin to understand, we must first start in the dark with nothing. In that moment, we gain clarity and take the first step on the road to wisdom and finding ourselves.